Now, I know what you're thinking. "Why did Seth choose a blog to publish his corny short story narrated by an abandoned and grumpy grandfather?" Well, you've done two things amiss. One, you assumed that I'm an author, which is obviously untrue. And two, you've read this as an old man's train of consciousness when in fact it should be read through a Kanakuk Counselor's train of consciousness.
In many ways, its safe to compare a Kamp Counselor who has just recently returned from Kamp to a withering old man or woman. Here's why:
My decrepit body:
For ten long weeks, you play HARD. Crazy games every day leave you steaming like a lobster in your own shirt and dying for the comfort of your bed. And for those of us who release the cracken of hype that many counselors do, our bodies, and voices, deteriorate quite quickly. Who needs a voice, though? I'd gladly sacrifice that to the cracken of hype.
My failing mind:
Much like an ailing old man, my mind easily wanders off topic, especially to things like sleep, food, and comfort. Not only is Kamp physically exhausting, its mentally and emotionally draining. Planning 30 minute devotionals and counseling teens through parental issues, addictions and doubts of God and self worth can really take a toll on one's sanity. I've prescribed myself one "Monster Cookie" a day to combat this issue. As you can see, its pretty severe.
Wallowing in nostalgia:
There are honestly times when I just want to watch the Kamp recap video on repeat. I love K-Kauai so much and there is a special place for it in my heart. Sometimes its so hard to recount stories off the cuff, but something constantly reminds me of a funny story or impactful moment at Kauai, and my mind goes back.
The kids pack up and leave:
While they aren't my own kids and I've known them less that 3 months, some of the kids at Kamp made such an impact on my heart. Saying goodbye to them at the end of just a week was heartbreaking at times. Their passion for the Word, dedication to Christ, and sense of urgency in seeking wisdom is so encouraging and inspiring.
Awaiting the "next life":
No, I don't expect to die anytime soon (God willing...), but there is a weird moment of tension between Kamp and the real life that no one can really prepare you for. Its like I'm waiting for life to really happen, and at the same time, its catching up with me (and passing me) at the speed of light. School is upon me, yet my mind is still at Kamp.
I don't want you all to think that I'm miserable because honestly, I'm not. I'm wonderful.
Kanakuk K-Kauai was one of the best experiences that I've ever had in my life. I made the most precious memories there, ministered to the most excellent families in the United States, and got to show kids love in a way that is Christ centered, energetic and fun. My wild and crazy personality helped me break through the walls that campers had put up around their hearts before they arrived. Without knowing it, they began to trust me because I could make them laugh. Not long after, they began to trust me with issues concerning their walk with the Lord. God blessed me greatly and allowed me to speak truth into many campers this summer. I had the opportunity to teach for 3 weeks to the 12-18 year olds. I also got the opportunity to spend quality one on one time with some of the guys and battle through their struggles together with them.
The Lord used my talents to bring smiles and joy to campers, and for that, I'm grateful and give him the glory. The feeling of being used by the Lord is a feeling like none other. He also let me meet some of the most incredible people in the universe. My friends like Tyler, Pat, Micheal, Sean, Maddie, Karen, Jena, Kyler, Diana and GT made the experience truly unforgettable.
I am blessed greatly. I'm greatly happy. And, my soul is greatly filled.
Peace, love and pray for me, ya'll.
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